the message i just received…. wow…

I don’t smoke weed everyday. But I would if I could; I would if I had THAT much money. But if I did smoke weed everyday, I realized this morning after smoking before school that it wouldn’t change me, it would only enhance who I am.

That sounded a lot greater this morning though when I thought of it… It’s still true though.

Sometimes I just get worried that maybe I’m all you have for right now. Maybe you’re not lying to me, but you’re lying to yourself. Maybe you’re trying, but sometimes trying isn’t a good thing. Why should you have to try…? That worries me… Shouldn’t it all just come and be natural? I don’t want to be picky or nagging it annoying, I’m just scared and don’t want to be fooled. I don’t want to be hurt again and find out everything was fake again.. I’m just looking out for myself.

blessed-soul:

do you ever just want to go outside in the middle of the night and walk around and not actually do anything just observe and think and stuff

(Source: peewentz, via shadyuntilmydyingday)

skellaten:

can you just come over, and we can get drunk, and say things we don’t mean to say out loud

(via stumblinglove)